Showing posts with label halluncinations. Show all posts
Showing posts with label halluncinations. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Flying Karamazov Yoga Face Towels

There is a distraction when items are tossed in the air. Yoga class was 6:30 pm at the end of a busy workday. So much left undone. Arrive early to drink water and calm the mind, after afternoon cup of tea. Do not pay attention the flying yoga face towels being pick up by a foot and tossed to hands for wiping between each posture. Toss, wipe repeat. Don't watch. Don't notice. Calm your mind. Focus on your breathe, do not even think of the flying yoga face towels. Breathe. Connect to the soles of the feet, set your intention whatever you do do not think of toe tossed flying yoga face towels. Set your intention for the class. Now instead of calm down and breathe, it is "Do not pay attention to the flying yoga face towels." (Which makes me think about flying yoga face towels) . Focus on breath, think you are a skeleton. Gaze soft, god dammit you won't see the flying yoga face towels. Is there nose wiping going on? Just look at yourself, do not pay attention the toe tossing flying yoga face towels. I will never ever ever use the face towels in any yoga studio again. Do not think of the face towels Let the thought go, clear your mind focus on your practice. So hard to do. Then in compression pose face a fire and sensory hallucinations begin. 1962 Christmas stocking, peppermint hard candies in white with red stripes wrapped with clear crinkly plastic, twisted at the ends, and peppermint patties that are a blast of Arctic chill. Rhe memory floods in 90 degree summer day circa 1964. Take out a coin, peel off the white lining from the exterior silvery paper, rub the wrinkles of the paper smooth to craft some shiny, sweet-smelling jewelry. Lips and nose numb, cheeks on fire, upper bronchial tubes collapsing ...

Yoga tip of the day: Keep your eyes softly focus. Any instruction you hear or give your self that begins with "don't or no" wind ups being a do.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

हलुनिसिनाशन्स इन मोंद्यास क्लास

Monday's class was full of olfactory hallucinations.
Smelt (?) a chili colorado dinner eaten in 1987.
In some classes my lips and the tip of the nose goes numb. Yesterday it was different, the lips and the gums were numb and maybe part of the soft pallet, but not the nose. And a headache.
And the sensation of chili coloroda flooding the sensory banks as if one had turned the dial on an amplifier to an ear splitting spinal tap "11".
Intention manifests, someone walked into my house and handed me a large sum of cash. Ran into a surfer at dinner who is also yoga teacher.
Someone in the studio hit a thirty day in row today.
I still do not know what day this is. Will ask again at the end of the month.
Yoga tip of the day. Enjoy yourself. No point in going if you are not having fun.